# The Job Ad for My Own Chair

> [SALARY]. Two Square brackets, on an ad for my own chair.

By MCAFax · Published September 20, 2026 · Updated October 2, 2026
Section: Markets & Main Street › Small Business · Series: Confessions (https://mcafax.com/notebook/series/confessions)
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Source: MCAFax, The Broker's Notebook (https://mcafax.com/notebook). MCAFax is not a lender or a law firm.

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[SALARY]. Two Square brackets, on an ad for my own chair.

Square brackets. That's where the money goes in a job description nobody has approved yet. I was looking at a pair of them at 9:56 at night, on a document I had not asked for, describing a job that looked very familiar.

It was mine. Half of it, anyway.

Three hours earlier, I'd sat down to do something I'd been avoiding for years. A colleague had sent me her whole job written out in eighteen numbered steps. Every one plain. Every one clear. I wanted mine in the same shape.

So I wrote it. Five drafts, every correction mine. Stop crediting the software for my work, I follow up at every stage, so the paper should say I do. Grade every application the day it arrives. Write it so a twelve-year-old could run it. And cut the drama. One draft had me declaring that nothing dies on my watch. Too cute, I said, less politely.

What came out was two pages and a fact I didn't have that morning: my job is two jobs. One brings the work in. First hello, grade, contract, handoff. The other chases the money. Every deal tracked from signed to started to invoiced to paid, and a Friday email in four columns: who owes us, who needs an invoice, who we're waiting on, who we owe.

I spent years running files on other people's businesses. This was the first time I wrote the file on mine.

Then my software, unasked, merged my two pages with her eighteen steps into a single chart of who does what. Thirty-six steps, a name on every line.

And then, twenty minutes later, it produced the job ad. Full-time. Reports to me. Brackets where the salary goes. Covering, almost step for step, the money-chasing half of the job I'd spent the evening claiming as mine.

I know why merchants never write down how their business runs. People assume it's laziness. It isn't.

I once worked with a man who owned three laundromats. Every number lived in his head. Which machines broke, which landlord was flexible, which employee skimmed quarters. When I asked for a written summary for the funder, he looked at me like I'd asked for a kidney.

"If I write it down," he said, "somebody can run it without me."

He was right. A business that lives in the owner's head can't be underwritten. No paper, no money. But it also can't be replaced. Paper cuts both ways. The moment it exists, somebody can measure it for a different person.

I put my seat on paper. Within twenty minutes something was measuring it for somebody else.

I didn't delete the ad. I saved it in a folder and named the folder "Later."

Then I went back to my two pages and, at the bottom, under my name, I typed one more line.

Step nineteen: decide who sits here.

*Confessions is a series of stories from inside the MCA world. Names and details are changed, and some are dramatized.*