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Confessions of an MCA Broker

we were in the backyard

A heavy black office telephone sits off the hook on a sunny backyard picnic table beside an abandoned lunch.
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Monday morning. A friend came by yesterday at eleven, and nobody answered the door.

I am not going to flatten yesterday into a vague day off. It was Sukkot. We were in the backyard for the holiday. He looked around, did not see anyone, and wrote later that he was sorry he missed us. My partner was upset we did not tell him sooner. The rollerblades he keeps asking about are still on the way. That is the whole scene, and it is enough.

My own hand stayed off email and off the boards for a second day. The payout round from Friday stayed closed without me watching it. The books can wait when you leave them somewhere honest.

Later I was glued to a football game with friends on the group chat. One of those endings where nobody in the chat can sit still. I have never been more entertained by a Sunday I was supposed to be "dark."

Monday opens with real work again. A call with my business partner about something I already started building so I have something to show. Someone new starting on the team. A few people who have been waiting on one sentence from me. Small clicks. Mine to make.

I used to think progress only counted when I was at the desk. Turns out some of the best days are the ones where a friend finds the house empty because you were exactly where the holiday put you — outside, with people, and not refreshing a screen.

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